WestK

My life is falling apart and I don't know where else to put this right now. No one reads this journal. At least I think no one does. I'm not putting this up here to have a pity-party, I just want to get this out somehow and I don't know where else my words can go. Maybe I do want someone to read this. Maybe I want to wake up tomorrow and have everything figured out for me. I know life doesn't work that way and that you have to fight for it to work out the way you want it to, but I'm so sick of fighting. I'm sick of struggling. I'm sick of gasping for air every second of my life. When does it get easier? When do we really start living? I sit

Apparently I don't pay enough attention to my dA XD I blame school. I just wanted to change my journal so it didn't say May anymore. I feel like I'm being lazy when I don't update, but it's probably just a waste of space when I do update it. In other news, just to update y'all, I'm in the middle of my second semester at SVA in NYC, and I'm not exactly doing all that well this semester. Halloween completely took over my life for three weeks, and I fell short on a lot of my projects. That's what happens when you work in a costume store. I'll probably quit by the end of the summer next year, so that I can dorm at school. Oh man... I can't wa

april first... april first... shit son, that was the last journal entry I made D: what the hell is wrong with me? SO, while I've been doing pretty much nothing (but recovering from the end of school), I've been trying to draw every so often. My skills have improved greatly, thanks to finally being around art students and not the unwashed miscreants from NCC. I started writing a script as well. It's turning out AMAZING so far, if I do say so my self. I'm writing about Cold Light (a story some of you may know). I mean, I've only gotten three scenes done, but I think this might help later on, whether I animate it or not. I CANNOT WAIT FOR N